ATB keeping it old school with Ecstacy.
Fucking awesome !!:D
“ill never be the same i tell for sure , oh…
you really are my Ecstacy.”
Today was like ,
After chatting with sayang ,
i had cornflakes :D
so OM-NOM-NOM i go ,
and i fell asleep .
Woke up and its already evening ,
Washy and head to bmx park .
There me and adam skates ..
gosh , its hard ..
im taking smally little tiny bitsy baby steps ,
while adam is the one with balls .
Urh … nothing much happened .
Walked home when it gets dark ,
and wondering what’s my shift for tomorrow :’(
i dont wanna go to work ..
omg , am i changnig ?
Well , since the day my mum got back ,
ive been feeling pretty strange ..
Im angry of her of course , but besides that ..
i looked myself in the mirror and thinking back how do i talked with people yesterday , how do i look like and how do i react and feeling all the time ..
I just realized , im not me that much o.o
The harith i know blogs everyday about his life , staying positive and happy all the time .
yeah , its a pretty gay way of living but i really enjoy it ..
and now im blogging because im just wondering if im changing ..
which i am scared and worried ..
because i dont wanna change , unless i am bad ,
which i believe im not ..
but i’ve experienced the feeling of beating up people lately ,
which i dont really do because i talk to troubles.
im going mad about this ..
But i think im not changing ,
maybe im justr worried to much about life and what to do,s.
Anywayys , today im off :D
yay , feel so relief ,
and urf , chatting with Sofia right now :p
looking forward to go skateboarding evening later